M. Aline

dark rainy day

oh how i wish you could stay

here with me forever

the dark is dark but the light is bright

shield me from the big bright light

i’m not fighting anymore
my fears come alive

in the middle of the night

lying awake staring at the ceiling

wondering how you truly must be feeling

my thoughts keep me awake

cant fall asleep

i toss and turn until i start to weep

you’re on my mind

can’t seem to let you go

it’s been 5 days

don’t know if you know
how have you been my friend

do you miss me again

when we stop talking it doesn’t make sense

you left me alone

with nothing but a pillow and a blanket to hold

the darkness comes and reels me in

every force within

i scream and thrash all over the place

but he won’t seem to give in

“let me go, dark” i weep

you’re hurting me
so i left you alone

i’ll leave you be

now i can finally be me

i’m free i’m me

like a willow tree

swaying into the breeze
dark rainy day

oh wont you please just go away

i don’t need your presence anymore

the light is bright but the dark is dark

i’m fighting you more now than ever before
i’ll stand my ground

you’ll see me fight

but the dark side is gone and i’m reeling in light