M. Aline

if only you could see, how many people love and care for you. how many people are waiting to hear from you. how many people are just waiting for something. maybe even the slightest sign that you’re even still alive, since you seem to be so dead inside. but you can’t see it. and until…

lately, i’ve been feeling isolated. i’ve felt isolated before, it’s not a foreign feeling at all, however, this time it feels different. i feel more isolated than usual. this is the most isolated i’ve ever felt. most of the time when i’m feeling like this, i can easily pull out my journal or my computer…

hi there! i know it’s been quite a while since we’ve last conversed, and i sincerely apologize for that. i can make up every excuse in the book, but it still wouldn’t make up for me not dropping a single post in a little over 8 months. however, i have been super busy and i’m…

two days ago, i decided i needed to cleanse and refresh my mind, just to be able to think clearly. so i went to my happy place, or that is, my happy place in my town, the lake. we don’t have a beach here unfortunately, but the lake is just as peaceful as the ocean…

there’s been a lot on my heart recently that i just can’t seem to shake, something that i haven’t even been able to tell anyone just because it’s so much easier for me to pull out my computer or a notebook and write how i’m feeling rather than open my mouth and risk breaking down…

you are not your thoughts. any thoughts you have don’t define you as a person unless you act upon them. if we all acted upon our thoughts, none of us would receive eternal life. we’d be doomed for hell. we all have temptations, as humans. God says in His Word, He is not astonished by…

there comes a time when the beauty of life suddenly drifts away and becomes this tsunami that tries to swallow you whole. believe me, that tsunami has swallowed me more than once. but we have to fight and conquer that tsunami no matter what it takes. adrenaline, anger, courage, etc. it can knock the wind…

dark rainy day oh how i wish you could stay here with me forever the dark is dark but the light is bright shield me from the big bright light i’m not fighting anymore my fears come alive in the middle of the night lying awake staring at the ceiling wondering how you truly must…

there are many times where i wish i could scream and the whole world would hear me and feel all the pain my voice held. i’m usually quite the optimist, but like everyone else, i have good days and bad days. today was just a day that i couldn’t wrap my head around. last night,…

what do you do when you feel like there are weights pressed against your shoulders, pinning you down, and you cant move? thats a situation i have experienced many times during the 13 years i’ve been living that i have yet to discover. i don’t usually open up to strangers, but this is a special…